I see your smile and your face full of contentment. So many things are being thrown at you at all angles. No matter how hard it is, you must "be strong, be brave, walk away, not cry, care less, etc." Simply saying, you are told not to show you are human. I know you are tired. I can feel your heart ache sometimes because you feel nobody is there for you. You are silently crying out for help and hoping someone hears you. You feel just as alone as if you are in your room in the middle of a crowd. If you don't want to be told today that everything is going to be okay, that is perfectly fine. Acknowledge your pain and then still try your best to make sure you are okay later. You are the most important person in this world and you must always come first. Even when you feel you are your worst enemy, scream as loud as you can and I will answer. I will be there for you through thick and thin. We will embrace your imperfections together. We will show them that you are amazing and the best fucking thing that walked this earth.